one would say - everything's back to normal, right? but nothing is the same, and it couldn't be. sometimes i'm daydreaming. today i've read an article about 'successfull youngsters' - so i guess it's about time to earn the first big money soon - or i'm a loser, hehe... in two weeks i'll be in a new flat, with new flatmates.. martin w. again, plus boop and flam. working on some projects, e.g. finishing aktivreisen boehmen website (commercial). thinking of some new mind blowing ways how to change reality (uncommercial). tomas v. won a slam poetry contest and became a (super)star. finally someone who deserves it. we (me and kombajn) have been helping with datatransfer, an event dedicated to new media / digital cinema (most of the stuff was taken from the onedotzero festival. when talking with bobotic (he's now in wroclaw, poland) about weblogs for his ba paper, i was wondering, whether weblog is my last mean of self-expression... no more poems, no more short stories, no more pictures... just a void feeling that i was able to do that. but then - wasn't it just longing? the need of being a part of the 'bohemian' crowd? now i don't feel like pushing myself into anything. and that's fine. (comments:1)

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