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18/09/2002

it was an interesting evening on monday... some ideas popped up: that's what counts. today i met kasia. after long long three months. i wouldn't believe i could survive such a long time not seeing her. well, i did. it was nice to be together for a while - i was afraid a little bit, but it turned out ... ok. we'll see...
some new stuff - few words for my taize page. sometimes it's so easy to put a spell on yourself: don't look what's happening. close your eyes and dream about the bright future full of the goodness. yeah yeah. it works. but is it correct?
('today' - means 17th: it's 18th 0:05 AM)

environment : grandma: spinach gas room spaghetti straps ep he near krxern: worst from the ep. still a top on the scene. kyllonen-like. sandy point: kicks ass idmish massacre which beginning (can't get you out of my head) remind of something i forgot. why the fuck did you eat my babies? - a blury melankolic spiritual bit. strawberry rhubarb oppai: a lo-tempo swirling soundwalls on a postcard from mayhem.




melon :
adamme say hello to kasia when you see hear again. ;) but i can feel/understand what u might feel. anyway just hello and a big kiss to irenka, as well as hugs for your parents.

i'm glad you had nice time in taize. hope it was a brainstorm and a perfect battery fuller. i like the flowers - they adress a princip of simplexity in complicity.
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brother :
as already mentioned, intense experiences teach. every soul needs to climb that personal mountain, to look back on it as a gift to yourself. on that path anything is correct that can at the end get you on top of that mountain.

"Every human being is an original who can never be fully revealed in any finite series of concrete expressions. He can never be understood from the outside, and he is more than what he senses, feels or thinks. He is far more than all the confused and blurred vibrations arising from his brain-mind, ensnared by myriad cords of delusive desire. Every person is essentially and eternally THAT, and to affirm it in consciousness, to give it the silent strength of a potent force for regeneration, is the greatest service anyone could render for the sake of all."
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