yes i do.
things just turn into nonsense, life as an absurd play mixed with soap opera and they want you to behave serious! reasonable! hehe, pretty silly.. and then you feel uneasy.. doing something you really hate. i still have the music and the sun shine. outside it's freezing cold - and i'm going to a polish party: to play my part. act like i like it. which is of course a lie: i don't like it at all and i wouldn't go there, but that would be even worse because of my polish teacher that couldn't go there alone - we gotta be there to help her out agains her rivals... stupid? you bet! and that's just one but symptomatic point. so some downtempo here and there and the dreams of next year. get out of this town. will try to learn slovenian next year - at least i'd like to...
love to my lady...

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